Today, I dont know if I’m doing the right thing and decisions for the past week.
I seem distance to my creator, I dont know why and when.
I really want to go back, I’m confuse and lonely and not feeling great with my faith.
I’m in doubt.
But, I always pray before I eat and I pray in time of troubles.
I always thank Him, but I think its not enough.
Am I lost?
I feel hate for others. I’m not thinking my ussual there-is-always-a-reason-why. I’m not me, I’m different.
And I’m afraid.
I forgot my purpose.
I forgot the reasons why I’m here.
I’m overwhelmed by the gifts and forgot the sender.
But, I will rise. I will strive. I will fight.